And its the day before I leave, the day really has crept up on me even though I have been talking about it for ages to the extent I should have written a speech down answering the faqs ive had and given it to people to read instead of regurgitating it all again.
I have realised that there's so much im going to miss and yet so much to look forward to and that's exactky how my mood has been either really excited or slightly down because of the things I'm gonna miss.
Ah well at least Im finally packed with a vague itinerary in mind, but then again who knows what or who I may come across when I'm out there. In fact I hear its the new year on thr 15th which consists of throwing water balloons which will be loadsa fun... :)
Something I realized in the run up to my departure is how I referred to the trip. I used to say/think your going to be travelling soon or your going to be all alone in another country, essentially talking about it in third person which took a lot of thought out of things because of the less personal way in which I addressed things.
Yet now I'm saying/thinking I will be in another country and I will do this or that and although this change is slight it has changed my feelings about the trip and that it is happening to me. Weird right?
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