So you've all heard me go on about this trip for ages...for maybe the last two years and yet now its only a week away and it still doesn't seem real to me.
Last Friday I was preparing myself for my leaving do (coincidentally on April fools) and I had no idea where we were going to go. I had people telling me about a ridiculous number of bars and clubs but as usual I didn't really listen and went where the river flowed. Now that's pretty much how I've lived my life thus far (no matter how much I tell myself that I'm organised) and it's been a pretty crazy journey.
I'm expecting that this way of life continues and will do so in Thailand and the other countries I look to visit, I just hope that it works out when I'm there. Though I suppose that's the beauty of it all, the not knowing, the lack of security, the feeling of adventure that awaits.
Sometimes it gets a bit nonsense to the extent where I don't even know what I'm going to do once I step off the plane in Bangkok...well apart from doing a little dance, maybe sing a bit of Bob Marley!
Obviously because of this I am a little apprehensive about the whole trip, most probably due to the fact I'm going by myself, ye I know...all alone right! But I think within the next few days I'll sort myself out and find a way to sort my life and feelings out since if there’s one thing I know this is the start of a whole new chapter.
Who knows what's going to happen? Who knows the answers to a myriad of different questions floating around in my head but one answer that I would bet my life on is that regardless of anything by the time the morning of April 12th 2011 comes everything will be fine!
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